To my dearest Leo,

I celebrate today. What I once thought of as the worst day in my life, I celebrate. Over the past 365 days I have relived the days of your life, cried when I felt empty, and smiled when I looked up into the sky. You see, your impact on my life continues as I knew it would the very first time I saw you.

When I signed up for the Carepage, my avenue to keep our friends and family in touch with your journey, my password for your page was, “power of one.” And each night, as I sat by your side I felt that power. Nurses and visitors commented on how special you were and it was truly evident when we sent you off on your next journey.

So in this experience I have gained in my greatest loss. I have gained perspective on life. I have a healthy respect for each minute and try not to waste them; especially with family. I have learned that the support of family and friends is invaluable and I will emulate them if they are ever in need.

So as you look down up your mommy, your big sis, and me today, know that we miss you. Know that I use you as a spiritual guide, because as you look down, I want you to be proud of your dad. Know that, regardless of how much it hurt, I would do it all over again if I had a chance. And so my son, from today on, I will celebrate this day. Because today is the day my son Leo got his wings.

Angelo mio in cielo, sempre nel cuore mio.

Dad